"为什么她的快乐总是建立在别人的怒气上?"
There's an author (of "The Dreamer's Thought") once said,
"I think Art takes up a mixture of colours...
while the heart takes up a mixture of feelings..."
Many people always believe that, 'Once you are fated, means you are fated to fate.'
I have Never believed nor will I believe or will I say, "I'm not sure to believe it or not."
There was a girl who's life has been laborious since young, but she is being blessed in many ways as she is a christian since young. No matter how fastidious her life was, she managed to strive through with the strength of God, the Lord Jesus Christ.
She is a girl full of ambition, preserverance and determination. She believed life could be changed for the better with the little extra efforts she tried to contribute, and to pleased almost everyone around her. However, her little efforts had always been washed down the drains whenever minor mistakes were made. That also denotes that, she needs to do alot of things to make-up for the mistakes, in order to gain the trust and 'respect' from the people around her again. Reckoning from the situation, she stands no piriority at home of course.
As years went by, the life of this girl had somehow improved. The reason was, she decided to change her perspective on the attitude towards people and to life. It has proven that her approached was right. Notwithstanding, there's still loop holes in her life. Especially in her family, she had never really understood nor in real good, close relationship with her siblings like some other families are able. Likewise, the mood swing of her mother. Thankful enough, she's closer to her mother whom she could share her happiness and sadness with. Nevertheless, things changes.
In recent past, she was being bothered with various matters regardless of at alma mater or at home. Her life was turned 180 degrees around, distressed, harried and almost disheartened. It took her quite some time to pull herself out of the dark and look at the bright side of life again.
Just as she was able to bring herself to the opstimistic perspective of life, there's always another to push her down and dampened her again. The moment she's happy, there's people who will just vent the anger on her for unknown reasons and with intent, stirred up some matters of disagreement for argument. This situation had last till this day which had never been solved.
Therefore, a question that ponders me, "为什么她的快乐总是建立在别人的怒气上呢?"
Fill my Family with:
July 2006