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Wednesday, August 28, 2013; Wednesday, August 28, 2013
爱情里, 好人总比坏人狼狈, 我却还是学不会狠心对谁...
Four years of walk is not easy... ...
however that girl intruded into our lifes, and made a mess out of it.
Both of us could no longer be best buddy whom talk everything under the sun. and our relationships are like balloons which she, as a needle will poke through anytime and any one of the balloon could just burst.
Questions of 'if' can nvr exist anymore...we are always wondering how the other party will react instead of 'how am i going to deal with it if it happens?', 'how will my partner feels?', 'how can i prevent this from happening?'
why my most love cannot deeply understand how i feels inside me? i have mentioned many times what is the cause of the problem, but why does he choose to ignore? i seriously feel that if this root is not going to be removed COMPLETELY, one day, i might really gone controversial and forced to make a choice between both of us. It's either u want to keep her in ur contacts and keep us affected, or to save our relationship.
i am not generous and open hearted as you see on the outside. the more i have myself rooted to you, the harder i can to get myself out to allow other roots to come in.
how when will everything be completely better! T.T i can stand no longer....cant withstand...